Relationships are not for me.
So I met a guy that is different... but at the beginning he started texting and calling and vice versa... real quick he asked me to be his girlfriend, and he was different, so was his personality. Obviously all is confusing, I am not used to someone being the way he was, sweet, caring and all of sudden it all went gray.
One day he had to work overtime and he didn't text me once, so I went spiral.. telling him, he was acting up, changing etc,
That night I didn't see him but he told me he was tired, what was I to tell him?
Following day, I went on my day and text him normal, it took him three hours to answer, then I just told him that it wasn't working for me.
I was really not understanding.
Then it follow with him insulting me telling me I was needy, not understanding and that I was suffocating him, that he couldn't be with someone so demanding... so I got pissed off and told him bye...
Hours later, I come to realize that he was right, I was suffocating him, I felt bad, so I started texting him and calling him... to apologize...
See the situation is that I was in a relationship for a few years and he was always available, funny thing, I wouldn't even call my ex or text him, when we broke up it was all good, we are still friends. Now this guy I have to see him everyday, I don't know how am I going to look at him @ all. I really like him and he was right, I have texted him and call him multiple times\
Still no answer, maybe I should give him some time and then give a letter, I suck when I have conversations because I get nervous and don't know what to say.
I am so confused, I am afraid this is something that will always happen to me... me being needy, maybe I need some time alone.
Recommendations? I just want to tell him that I am really sorry and that I was a jerk and I am really sorry, that I am not as negative as he thinks. Should I try approaching him when I see him again, even though he hasn't answered none of my 20 texts