I am 17, I turn 18 this March, but I am only a junior in high school. I live with my adopted parents, and my biological brother. I talk to my biological mother, and my father, and other family daily.
A few weeks back, I ran away, and stayed with my biological mom for 3 days until the cops found out where I was, and sent me home. Once I turn 18 my biological mother and family would like me to move in with them, but my adoptive parents expect me to stay here. I was in foster care from age 7 or 8 to age 12 because my biological mother could not take care of my brother and me. My two older brothers live with my biological mom. I have forgiven my biological mom completely, and fear that not going to live with her is going to push her back into doing really bad stuff again, on the other hand going to live with her is going to hurt my adoptive family, and my brother.
There is no in between it is stay or go, and either way I am going to hurt people I love. I need someone to talk to... PLEASE HELP!