Its been 5 months and I can't get over her. Its literally killing me.
Its been 5 months, and I can't get over my ex. She is all I think about. Right when I start feeling a little better something happens to remind me, and I'm right back to the bottom. Now she is seeing this guy I've known half my life. I can't get these images out of my head.
I've been heart broken before but never like this. I'm 27, I think it gets harder as you get older. I feel like she was the girl Ive been waiting for my whole life now she is gone. Enough time has passed that I see things from the outside clearly, and I know I ruined it with my insecurity's, and worrying. Everyday I live with this. Not to mention our physical chemistry was perfect. I don't find anyone as attractive as her. I've dated some hot girls since the break up, but none of them compare to my ex. When I sleep with these girls all I can think about is how much better my ex was, and it ruins it, I'm so depressed.
We were supposed to get married, and have a life together. So many empty promises. I love her more than anyone I've ever loved in my 27 years of life. Anyone been through anything like this? Its literally killing me.
I just found out about her, and that guy. I miss work, can't get out of bed, can't eat, can't get the images out of my head, and feel so hopeless.
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