I'm 15 and emo, but I have'nt cut for awhile (5 months). Out of nowhere a few weeks ago at a swim meet I started crying. Now anytime anywhere if I think of my past, loved ones, almost anything; I run and hide so I can cry.. I feel if I tell my parents they will send me away. I don't like to cry during the day. I cry myself to sleep at night because of my past... I don't know what to do, please help!