My Husband Has Cheated 3 times in 20 years
My husband cheated a year after we were married, and I forgave him, and now I find out he cheated with two women back in April 2011.
We have 6 kids together, life hasn't been perfect, but I thought we were good. That we had a strong marriage, but now I feel that everything is a lie. I have heard that cheating is the easy way out of marriage, but he won't go move out. He says that he now realized how much he loves me, and doesn't want to lose me, to let him show me that we can be good, or better again.
He said he was sorry over, and over again, he cried, and he beg for me to forgive him, but I don't know if I can.
I'm so hurt, so betrayed, I feel that my life is ending. I don't know how to fix myself sometime. I don't want to go on living.
Please somebody help me