It have been 2mths since me and my ex broke up.I still love him a lot.but no matter what I do, he don't seems to be willing to patch.our 2nd year anniversary just ended which was on 27 jan.I was so depressed so I end up getting myself drunk.it felt great but only for awhile.I admit I threatened him and did lots of stupid things to him.but I just want him back.but how?
CAN ANYONE HELP ME?

Quite drinking and doing dumb stuff and move on with your life its over whether you will admit it or not.

Give up on the drink, at least for now as it will only make things worse. You cannot solve your pain by using alcohol to numb it. Quite often, it gets worse, you feel more depressed and it is very negative.

This is a hard time for you but you will get through it... Don't punish yourself for any mistakes you have made.. We all make mistakes, as long as we learn from them, there is nothing really wrong with it. You can't always be expected to get things right first time, you are only human.

Everyone falls short of perfection, I believe everyone, life is a long process of learning from experiences and I believe it is a life-long process..

I wish you the best of luck in your journey of healing..