I don't think I love my boyfriend anymore?
I have been with my boyfriend for nearly 7 years we also have a 5 year old son together He hasn't been the perfect boyfriend in the past and recently I feel like I've woken up and realised I shouldn't settle for 2nd best. I told him I needed a break wasn't sure what I wanted he moved out for 1 week then returned I truly believe that this was a major wake up call to him and he is now like a different man making an effort being nice etc.. He is now back home with me and my son but the problem is I think its too little to late and not sure I love him like that anymore! I feel so guilty as he making such an effort and I am struggling to let him get close to me he is a brilliant dad which makes it even harder. I have been honest with him and said we will give it one last shot and that I am still unsure of my feelings and that there is no gureentees that it will work or that my feelings will change. I just don't know how to tell him that I don't feel its going to work I wish I could change the way I feel and love him again but I don't think I can he has only been back a few days but I am really struggling to come to terms with how I am feeling, I'm so confussed and don't know where to start I know this will kill him if I end it for good but don't I deserve to be happy too!!
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