Is it right to still have feeling for my ex of 3years? I need to move on.
This is my story of how I ****ed up and lost my girlfriend. This all started about 3 years ago I had this amazing girlfriend that I loved and cared for then after one year. I (out of the blue) started talking to one of my ex-girlfriends. I didn't mean to talk the way I did I was just hoping we could get passed what we had and be friends.
As my ex saw it I was cheating on her. I kept telling her that I couldn't do that, she meant more to me then my ex. But she didn't believe me so she broke up. I tried for countless weeks to say I'm sorry for what I did. After a few weeks past she forgave me and said please don't let this happen again. I promised her that I wouldn't talk to her again.
A year down the road we ran into a few problems with me and working with people she didn't like. But I kept tell her I will do what I can to not talk to her and on my break I will call you and tell you how my day went. Everything was going good until people started saying that I was cheating on her. I couldn't figure it out, why people were saying that about me because I wouldn't ever do that to her
After a while of people saying rumors about me sleeping with some girl, she broke up with me. So about 4-5 months down the road I was making it up to her for what I supposedly did to her. After all went down we got back together and things were good, but toward the summer I just couldn't take the rumors anymore, so I broke it off with her.
Then things went bad I felt so ****ty after what I did to her I wanted say I was sorry for what I did and want to be with her again but she was dating one of my closest friend. So after I say what I had to tell her she said that she happy now and couldn't go back out with me again and said you so move on.
So I am asking for help I need to move on but I still think there hope for us?
Sorry for making this thing so long and looking like a little story.
Edited for understanding/T
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Yes that would be the best thing to do. Its one thing to say and another to do when your ex live right across the road from you. I know that I must move on but I am going to need a little help in the right direction.