Do you think he will change his mind on this break up?
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Me and my boyfriend of 1 + 1/2 years broke up literally 2 days ago for good, I think. We had been arguing a lot and at the beginning of the relationship and I really was not a nice girlfriend (cheated on him once and just being a general etc.) but things changed and I learnt that I was being a horrible person and I am still very guilty about this. After this is where everything was perfecccct with us! We were best friends for about a year before we even got together and he said he always loved me even when we were friends so we were really close.
Things started to get bad and we began arguing because I used to get really drunk when we'd go out and cause problems which didn't even need to happen and then this caused arguments. This went on for a while and he has broke up with me twice over it and then given me another chance, I think its because we love each other so much, its hard not to be together.
Anyway we agreed this was the last chance and then I went and screwed it up again, I honestly don't know why as I love him so so much and I just really want to be with him but I got drunk again and caused problems which I completely REGRET. Obviously at this point he said he can't do it anymore and broke up with me. He said he really didn't want to and he really loves me but I'm making it hard for him to be with me. I asked him if this would be it forever and he said he didn't want to answer because he doesn't no the answer, its not no but its not yes. I have spoke to him since and he said he broke up with me because of all of the drama and we just need to ease off the stress for while, he also agreed to meet up with me once he's got all of his work out of the way. But now I'm confused because that sounds as though he wants to take some time apart and then see how things are? But when I asked him if we could go on a break instead of breaking up he said he doesn't want to do that. Just wondered what other people thought as I am very confused?