Can you fix a damaged heart?
I am considerably younger then my boyfriend. He has a son.. and I am here for them every day. I moved away from all of my family and friends to be here for them. I have been here for a year and a half now. Lately be and my boyfriend have been having a rough time.. it seems lately I am always upset about something.. and lately its been about trusting him with my heart my life.. and my future. I love him very much. He is a great guy. Takes care of me. etc. but my ex boyfriend did a lot of damage to me.. he cheated on me.. lied to me.. and went and did things behind my back.. and part of me is still really damaged from that. And I feel like I take it out on my current boyfriend.. but at the same time he has also made his own mistakes.. just one.. nothing as bad as what my ex did. But still.. I feel like I can't trust my current boyfriend.. and I know its not fair to him.. and sometimes I just wonder if I will ever get over this insecurity problem..