I'm in love with two people
Maybe I should start from the beginning.. about three years ago I went to another state with my friend and I met this guy and really started to like him. I didn't get my hopes up because I figured it was just a spring fling, but it became a lot more then that. He came over a few times and we ended up falling in love. We tried to have a relationship but it was to hard and we ended up breaking up. He got multiple other girlfriends and it hurt me because he still told me he loved me. The only reason he had these relationships is so that it would convinve his parents that he was finally over me. We talked every night for two and a half years, we said we loved each other and we said nothing was going to tear us apart and to me that was enough. I ended up getting a boyfriend. I was planning on still talking to my ex secretly because I eventually wanted to be with him. We somehow ended up not talking. Months passed by and a thought I was getting over him and I was really happy with my new boyfriend. But I'm not over him, and I know I never will be and I don't know what to do because I'm also in love with my current boyfriend. But I know if I could, I would end it in a second for my ex. What do I do?