Ive lost my reason to live. I want to commit suicide
My name is johny and I am 16 years old. I want to kill myself. Yet I know I need help. But my problem is a reason not to ask for help. For the first time in my life I say with my own words I am gay. Ive told no one else. I can't ever come out to anyone. Not even my best friend. My family hates gay people. I really mean hate. They make fun of the everyday. I can t even accept myself as an equal. Ive never had a relationship with another guy. The thought of it makes me want to commit suicide even more. Just the thought of my father, uncle, mother and all my causins knowing. No, I can't ever tell them. For that reason I want to die. I cannot belong. I just need someone to talk to. If anyone out there can just talk to me. It just might save my life, Please help me.