Its been closing 2 months since I last broke up with my ex girlfriend.

I been really stupid by doing stupid mistakes like going to her house without both sides parent's permission, me being like brag too much about myself, impatient, selfish. She finds really hard to forgive me on going to her house thing cause she told me that I can't just stab someone mom's heart and just say is not on purpose and request for being friends, she describe it as "like nailing something on a wall, when take out, there's still be a hole". Just that 1 day of me insisting on going to her house that caused our relationship, just that one day.

Instead of executing the no contact rule properly, I though relieving my broken heart to some friends will work but apparently that's temporarily, some how someone got the info to my ex girlfriend's ear. She jump to conclusion, misunderstanding me by saying that people call her evil, heartless. She decided. Either we being really close together or NOT AT ALL. She ask me who would I want to be your friends? Damn, it really hurts me a lot. She also say that I'm never being myself, to her I always copy someone's style or wtvr which is not true that I copy someone's style but not being myself might be true.

She want me to go for my ambition, my aim. She called me to accept the fact that we can be together, saying she can't cope with the way I do things and my way of living. Want me to get on with my life and future. She said that she is happier without me in her way. She also added that Exam, family and teachers and she really don't want me to be another problem in her head anymore.

She blocked me in msn. Both of us are still students of the same school, different class but having the same group of friends.

To me is really beyond my reach, I have absolutely no idea or certainty on how to repair this. Most of the context here is stated by her via email just yesterday night.

What I really want now is to be friends with her, after being friends back then be the friend who can be a listener to her problems and lend her a hand when she needs help. I don't want to lose a good friend like her. I know is my fault that caused her like this. I'm currently trying to move on but in the future or sooner I want to be her friend again.

Please Anyone? Please help me in my situation. I beg you dearly please. :( I'm being strong to move on but I need to know how to be friends back with her and be a close friend after that.

Simply put - if she doesn't want to be friends then you're not going to be friends. You can't make her be your friend - it sounds at the moment as if she doesn't like you very much anyway and is happier without you.

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What I really want now is to be friends with her, after being friends back then be the friend who can be a listener to her problems and lend her a hand when she needs help. I don't want to lose a good friend like her.

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Listen to what she's telling you. You didn't listen before and she broke it off with you.

Listen to what she's saying - she wants time to herself and is happier without you.

Stop thinking about your own ego and listen. Forget about what you want.

Let her go and learn to behave better.

Now is not the time to try to be friends with her. Now is the time to focus on you and getting your life back in order. You can't be friends with someone you recently split up with when you feel this way if you want to get over her. That's going to make things ten times harder for you. Leave her alone, don't call, don't text. If you see her around school, be polite and that's it.

Its too late for all of that friendship stuff. She doesn't want you in her life so stay out of it. You can be as stubborn as you want, but she will only get madder than heck if you don't leave her alone.

Is just like 4 months being with her. Is that still not possible? I am her first love anyway and we're still young like teenagers, her 15 and me 17 years of age. I'm sure there's a way. Is there?
Will time help for her to get over it in the future?
I really don't mind being patient and wait. I asked some adults on helping me with this situation as well and they say for now, move on and let nature takes it course, give her time to think properly, she did put thoughts and effort into the email she sent to me last 2 day. Cause like when somebody feels really mad or annoyed, they will say many things without even thinking through.
I'm moving on with life now, being happy and getting over it already. Taking the opportunity this time to self improve myself. Studies is never the boundary even being in a relationship for us.
I'm just not that type of person who gives up easily.

What the others have said here is right , you need to leave her alone and get on with your healing process. You say you just want to be friends but if your truly honest with yourself you just want that so you can try and get her back.

The more you push the more she will pull away.

Your going through what we see here every day and don't really believe there isn't a chance but just go and read a lot of the threads on here to get an indication of how it usually works out.

It's not easy Bud sorry , but the sooner you realise she's made up her mind and you need to move on the qiucker the healing begins.

Good Luck!

I would like to add this. I remembered when we're together, we wrote stuff about each other in our own respective diary. It seems like she really wants to be in a committed relationship on what she wrote in her book about our love, her feelings, but I think she's afraid to make commitments. She even wrote all the mistakes I have done in her book, that's what her sis told me. She asked bizarre questions that I can't give a definite answer to it.

We're still young I must say again, she's 15 and I'm 17 going on 18. Maybe confusion and/or anger strikes her maybe that cause her like this?

Should I reply her email that she sent which most of it is like the contents above on my post? If I should, what should I reply?

I'm just saying that, I understand guys, for now, I just move on and heal myself. Improve myself into a better person.

Thanks,
Carlson.

She may have written stuff but she's changed her mind , and being 15 she'll change it again many times as she grows and learns lifes lessons.

Move on and let her do her thing , then she may just miss you later down the track but for now she's made her mind up and the more you contact her the more she will pull away.

Hey friend4u178, man, you made me realize something. A clearer picture of my problem. Thanks a lot. :)
Any more advice, hints, guides anyone would like to add please do so.
Thank you in advance.

My advice, let the emotional dust settle before you attempt a friendship, right now all it would do is create false hope and confusion. Wait until you heal, and by that time, I doubt you will even want to be friends with her.

Hey thanks Rome. :) actually I'm being optimistic and targeting like more then friends after being friend with her. Thanks a lot for your advice.
Any advice and guide is most welcome if you want to add. :)

You can't force a friendship with her man, I'm telling your from experience and others will too. Trying to be friends to produce a relationship is not going to work. Just cut ties, it will all turn out better in the end

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Hey thanks Rome. :) actually i'm being optimistic and targeting like more then friends after being friend with her. Thanks alot for your advice.
Any advice and guide is most welcome if you want to add. :)

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Not going to work, trust me. If you want to be her friend, then ask yourself this: Can you handle seeing her being intimate with another guy?

Doubt you can, nor would you want to. Getting stuck in the friends zone is probably about as demoralizing and heartbreaking as anything. Don't do it.

Oh I see. Right. I do as you say so then. Is there a step by step guide I can follow that you can give?

Just look back at my post, IsneezyFunny and KCtigers... That's a good how to guide, along with a lot of what not to do's

Relationships - Ask Me Help Desk

This is a must read!

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Originally Posted by carlson92

Oh i see. right. I do as you say so then. Is there a step by step guide i can follow that you can give?

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As Rome stated, look back at our stories (mine sucks, but whatever) and go from there. My best advice would be to write out 5 things you want to do for YOU. To make you better, and work on that.

Thanks for the advice man! :) damn I feel so secure in this forum. :)
Anymore advice and guide is most welcome and much appreciated.

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Hey guys, most of the content is from her email on Sunday which she sent to me. I miss out this particular thing in the email. They are as follows.

She thinks that I play games with her by calling her friends and our mutual friends to forgive me, say that she's evil, unkind, heartless. She think that I arrange all this to the friends and talk and consult her about it. And she said too (think in a sarcastic way) that I am so good in playing games with her that she don't want to play anymore.

That really bothers me and I think my image as well to our mutual friends. How can I handle this situation? Tell her upfront via email or text message and explain to her? Or should I just sit and do nothing? >< lol. That statement really annoys me man and is my image here. Maybe our friends know, maybe not, but whatever it is, I need to do something? Or nothing?

Any advice is most welcome. :)

Don't do anything, refer to my rules for NC. It's a stupid mind game to get you to talk to her somehow. Ignore it and get a new circle of friends