Flying in dreams, possibly astroprojection?
As a child growing up used to believe, very convincingly that I could fly in my dreams. I flew above my house as young as three. I could and still can recall what the roof of our house looks like, from being three! How can a three year old know what their roof looks like, I mean shingles, along with the additions my Dad built on to our house. I could see this as a child, from above.
The older I got, the farther away I could fly. In high school, I flew any and everywhere I went as a teenager. I loved it!
It was a wonderful free feeling. I have tried it as an adult. Not able any longer. Except only once. I flew, as an adult. When I did, I was back to the house I grew up in, I was flying over the tall tree in our front yard, in the clouds. When I went lower, I could see my two little daughters on the ground, unable to fly with me. Reaching out to them, realizing they couldn't come up there with me, I no longer wanted to fly. I couldn't see them when I flew above the clouds, and that bothered me. So from that night on, I never flew again.
Now my daughters are over the age of 19, both have moved out and are on their own.
A friend told me I was really flying, not dreaming it, and I felt relieved, as it was so very real to me. I have tried to do this as an adult, but am not able to do this any longer.
A few years ago, I shared this with a friend, who said I was really flying, I was asrtoprojection, having an out of body experience. It was always so real to me, that I believe this.
I so wish to fly again, any suggestions on how I can do this once again?