She said she needs to find herself again and to be single
I was in a 2 year releationship and everything was going great until she moved to be closer to her sisters about 45 minutes away from me by train. It wasn't a big deal because we weren't living together when she moved, so I was used to doing some travelling to see her. This was back in March.
Anyway as a few weeks passed, everything as far as I knew was fine and she was settling in, she contacted me by phone and told me that she thought it best that I let her go and that things wouldn't work out between us. I was pretty shocked and tried to fight as best as I could for her but in the end we both agreed that if that's what she wanted and believed we should do our best to move on.
Well about 2am in the morning that night she rang me up in tears claiming how deeply she loved me and how she couldn't live without me and how she would come bang my door down if I didn't answer, then she said she's going to be completely honest with me and that she had kissed another guy who she had met in her new village. I was a little shocked at this but I did want to be with her and a kiss was something I could easily let go and forgive and she was so relieved. So we were back on.
Fast forward 4 days and she contacts me again and says she needs to find herself again and that she needs to be single. This time I had difficulty accepting things because of how she claimed to be so deeply in love with me just a few days ago.
Anyway, 3 weeks passed without me contacting her and feeling rather weak after being to the dentist and having two wisdom teeth extracted I left her a message asking how she was, but later I realised it was wrong of me to do that and left another message saying sorry and that I had to take away the temptation to contact her and only way I could do that was by deleting all her contact details which I did and that was 2 weeks ago.
Just wondering what you guys make of all of this? As I'm still a little confused and not sure if she left me for this other guy or if she will ever contact me again. What do you guys think? And what do you think I should do?
Thanks in advance for any help.