I haven't been here in a while, but I thought I would drop in and say HELLO! Ive been doing A lot better lately! I haven't been worrying about girls at all, and surprisingly, things have been popping up left and right! I can't even keep up! I'm not looking for ANYTHING right now, and I guess that's when things come along huh? I haven't been messing with the other "situation" at all lately, and I feel soooooooo much better because of it! I actually hung out with her and some friends the other night, and she was all over me... but I just didn't let myself get all "into it" GREAT! I have just been pushign soooo much to "get back into it" that I am forgetting what I am about, and things that are important to me, that I am giving in. To put it in a short form... Im forcing. All things you guys have told me, but I have been to butt headed to realize. I really feel like I have my feet back on the ground, and I think school has really helped me get my mind off a lot of things. Single life is so much fun anyway. I can do what I want, when I want. True, I would love someone to love, but I can't make that #1. I am going out again, but keeping things in moderation and not going into self pitty mode. I have found myself in yet another interesting situation though (would you expect anything less! ). SO FUNNY NOW THOUGH! I almost thrive on crazy situations now though... make life a bit more fun I guess. Good to be back to my old self (for the time being). I guess it just takes some time for ME to see the stupid crap I'm doing, and I wouldn't have it any other way!:cool: