My boyfriend is perfect.but I'm just not feeling him.
Okay so basically I've been dating my boyfriend for about two months now, and I swear he's the most perfect guy I've ever dated. All of my past relationships, I've been with nothing but losers, until I found him... or HE found ME. I already know this is about to be a super long story but hopefully somebody will read this and give me help I'm in much need for. Okay so it all started my freshmen year of high school, this guy really liked me but was too shy to try and talk to me. He'd message me over myspace and what not but in school when I'd see him, its like I wouldn't even exist. It all came into play when I started working at the same place he was working, by that time he'd already graduated and I'd become a senior. So we work together, and that means that were basically forced to associate, so one day he asked if I wanted to hang out and thinking in my head, "well i dont have anything else to do, soo why NOT?". So I went to the movies with him, and while we were talking after the movie, he was telling me about him liking me since high school. I felt kind of "touched" in a sense that this guy still likes me since his high school days. Now about a whole month after that first little date or whatever, we started dating. And its like, this entire time we've been dating he's been just PERFECT to me.. But for some odd reason I'm just not actually "feeling" him.. Like, I'm just not that "attracted" to him like I know he is towards me... He likes me sooo much, and I swear I feel like he's going to say he "loves" me soon or something. But I know for damn sure I don't "love" him. I mean I'm not even sure if I LIKE him! :( I feel kind of horrible about this whole situation. I mean I don't want to break up with him over something stupid, cause he's the only boyfriend I've ever had to actually treat me RIGHT, the way a guy is suppose to. Im kind of at the point where I'm thinking I should probably just wait it out, and maybe with time I'll gain feelings for him... but I just don't want to live with guilt. And at the same time in the back of my head I don't want to begin to like him just because of the mere fact that he likes me. He's absolutely perfect, so why aren't I "feeling" him?