I need to know if it's even possible to get my ex boyfriend back!
Hi... my name is Michelle, and I need to know if it's possible to get my ex-boyfriend back, it's kind of a long story though with what happened, and I don't think I can get a reliable answer unless you know the whole story. I need an honest answer! So, here is my story:
Me and my ex-boyfriend (his name is Chris, by the way) are both 18-years-old and college freshman. I met Chris at college orientation in June, and I liked him from the minute I saw him. The college was in RI, he's from MA, and I'm from NJ, and we live 6 hours away, so we couldn't see each other until school started, so we talked on the phone all summer - our longest conversation went on for 9 hours. I told him I liked him at the beginning of August, and we started dating pretty much the day we got to school, at the end of August. I was his first girlfriend, and first... well, everything else, if you get what I'm saying, and he was the same for me as well, except I had on not-serious boyfriend for like a month before I met him, but it was mostly a text-message relationship. Anyway, we were very close, and we spent every second of every day and night together. My mom kept calling me and yelling at me and threatening to take me home from school since I missed my first class, so I was very stressed. Me and Chris had a lot of good times together, but I always ended up taking out my stress on him, and it was mainly because a lot of the time he would do something not even big deal, but it made me feel like he didn't love me, and I'm really insecure. But, he told me he loved me all the time and showed it, in many ways, and I love him with all my heart. I know this might sound cheesy, but I really feel we were meant to be together and are soul mates. Anyway, I ended up doing really bad in school, and my mom took me home, and I couldn't go back. He told me he wanted to make the long-distance work, and that he already missed me and that he loved me so much. Thing is, I wanted him to come visit me on New Years, and when he said he wasn't sure he wanted to come, and that his mom wouldn't let him spend the money to come anyway (he's annoyingly close with his parents, and they really bother me), I flipped out on him, and he ended it. I proceeded to beg him for the next month, and told him how much I loved him, and he was the only one for me, and I would change. But, he said I always guilted him into things, and that it was over forever. Then I kept trying to call back and his mom picked up and she told me I couldn't call him any more and to get over it. Thing is, I can't even begin to explain how much I am in love with him - and I know he's in love with me still, I even asked him if he were to give me another chance, and everything worked out, would it be worth it to him, and he said yes, and I could tell he meant it, but he just didn't give me another chance. I miss him every day and every night, and what makes it worse is that I don't think he misses me. I can't even talk to him, and it hurts so much because not only was he my boyfriend, but he was my best friend as well, so I lost the person most important to me in the entire world. Please don't say I'm young and I will find someone else - thing is I don't WANT anyone else. Me and him are meant to be together - don't ask me how I know, I just do. And, I messed it up big time, and I want to know if there's any chance of us ever being together again. I really need him in my life.
(P.S. I'm sorry this was so long, but I needed to give as much of the story as possible, so I can get an honest answer. If you can believe it, this is a VERY brief version. I also probably seem extremely desperate, and well, I kind of am, I won't lie. I hope at least someone will respond... )
