I need my ex back, help me! Please!
This may look long but please someone give me some advice. I first met my ex off a popular website myspace. He had just graduated from my high school but I never knew he existed or that he was good friends with one of my best friends tara. We begain talking on instant messenger and really hit it off. He always said how he wanted to know everything about me. I knew I was interested in him , I just didn't know how much. HE came into my job one evening when we first met. We spent a few hours talking and when I went to give him a hug goodbye he kissed me. Words can't even describe how good I felt. We eventually hung out when he asked me out. There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted to be with him.things were great for the first 2 months.We found out that he had to move to Florida for flight training( he's becoming a pilot) and his family was moving there too.HE said we would try it out. But after that things started to go downhill. He took me off his aim profile which to me looked like a big deal. He would call me when it was convienent to him. Sometimes I wonder if I ever called him once at night if I would ever speak to him. We had many fights often because of his attitude or stupid things. We almost broke up a few times but every time it got to that point we wanted to continue to try. One day he would be sweet to me then next he would be blah it drove me crazy. Eventualyl after many good days and bad days we broke up 4 months later. I was devastated. He continured to IM me everyday we even spoke on the fone a few times keeping a friendship.sometimes he would be all flirty when others he told me he didn't see me more then a friend. We hung out once to see a movie , it was a little akward but we ended up kissing, but it didn't mean much to me. Another night I went mini golfing with him , me my friend and his 2 friends. We had the best night . WHen we got home that night he told me how good I have been looking since we broke up and how we got along so well that night that he thinks if we tried again it would work out. But of course it was too late. We hung out a few more times. And our last one was July 4th. We were both drinking but neither of us were drunk. I pretended to be more then I was to see what I coud get out of him. We were alone and he told me that he still got nervous when he saw me and that he still liked me. He then left for Florida. We talked online all the time and few phone calls. A few days ago was the last we spoke about our relationship where he continued to tell me that we had different views on how a relationship should be and I was expecting too much from him. Now that I think about it, as you get older your views change. He is 2 yrs older then me. I'm in my last yr of high school and he's in his 2nd yr of college. I regret it all and I told him I did and that I have changed. He doesn't know this but I'm dying to do anything to get him back and show him I can be mature. There is a slim chance he mite come back to live here by himself. But he will be here visiting. What do you think?
