I have this crush on a guy.
I'm 15, he's 20, nothing was obviously ever going to happen. But I really like him.
I know him through instrument lessons I go to.
There was never any mention of a girl at all. Even on his internet blogs.
Then I find a comment on one of them saying congratz on getting engaged but its from ages ago.
I know it was never going to happen, I wouldn't ever date anyone that old.
But he was like the guy a fancied for ages.
It just feels so depressing.
I talked about him a lot. It's like a big part of who I am has been taken away from me.
I know I'm being stupid.
But dangg... it freaking hurts.:(