OK right here's my story I am now 18 sorry its so long and maby confusing (oh and spelling)
When I was 12 I was raped I'm my local park and for years the only person I told (1 year later) was my best friend, she promised me she would never tell anyone elase but then one day when I was 16 I came home from school and my mum was sat on her bed crying and she told me my best friends mum found a letter on her (my friend)floor that was telling some of her friends at school (we went to different schools) what had happened to me and her mum asked her what it was about she told her mum everything I had told her thoes many years before and then her mum went and told mine. It crushed me just having to go through the whole thing again telling my mum dissipointing her like that and just having to relive the whole thing again then my mum called the police and got me to make a statement. I hated I felt I was just getting over it all then this happened and well me and my mum don't talk anymore and it is unbearable I can't sleep because I'm keep waking up with night terrors and hot sweats:confused:.
Well my point is after this happened me and my friend just drifted apart and now I never see her its been 2 years since it all happened and I want to forgive her but I don't no. I no it was the right thing to do but I don't think I can trust her again
Please help me I really miss her we had the best time together we were really close.?
