So I had this friend. We were really close I told her everything about me. I trusted her just as much as I do my boyfriend. The only 2 people in this world that I trusted 100%. Well she ended up telling her boyfriend (my cousin) some of the things she promised me she wouldn't tell anyone. And she told this other girl stuff. Well I didn't talk to her for a month or so. And she called me crying saying she missed her friend and she was sorry for what she did and she just wanted me back. So I forgave her. And it just went back to how it was. I began to tell her other stuff. Well later on I found out that she had told her boyfriend more stuff. And I stopped talking to her for several months. Well in April of 08 she got into a car accident and she didn't make it. I now kind of regret not forgiving her. My boyfriend keeps telling me I had no reason to forgive her and that I didn't know that this was going to happen. But I love her more than anything and now I don't know what to do. It really hasn't hit me yet. I was there the night of the accident because she hit my uncles house. I was the one that told them her name. I didn't see her, but I heard people talking and I knew it was her. Sorry to whoever reads this that its so long. I'm just trying to get everything out. I think I'm done.