All of my friends changed and they don't talk to me anymore so at school every day at recess and lunch I sit alone. And my boyfriend doesn't seem to care about me anymore, I think he is cheating on me because someone told me, I have started to think about how useless I am and how all of this is some how my fault, every time I trust someone with something I end up getting stabbed in the back. Its been well over a month now and I have had my feelings bottled up because I have NO ONE to talk to about ANYTHING. I have been wanting to move away from this town so badly and make a fresh start but I am too young so instead I have been getting thoughts about suicide, I feel that my life isn't worth living anymore and that no one will miss me, or even notice I was gone. I know I'm not the person who would want to die like this and I'm so scared, I need help but I really don't want to tell anyone about this, please help!