I want to make love to a virgin
Greetings everyone,
I am an 18y/o virgin male and I have been in need of help with something since a long time ago. I am not an experienced person in making relationships and I've only been with two girls up to this point in my life. One was two years older than me and the other was my age. The last one is who I was currently with until she left me about a week ago. I understand I must move on and I accept that I should. However, in my first relationship I came close to having intercourse a couple of times, but we never did. On my last relationship we had very many chances since we were usually alone and we slept in the same bed for about a week and a half alone. We did believe that we should wait for a better time to have such a beautiful special moment as that. So we mutually agreed to not have any intercourse in our relationship till the time was right. I felt really destroyed when she left me, but after talking so some people I realized that she left me because she wanted more attention than I could afford. Anyhow, I digress...
Both females in my relationships were virgins, but of course they were at an early age as well. Now I am focused to live my life until the 'right one' comes along, but I fear that this 'right one' may not be a virgin.
To me, I think that the first encounter with sexual intercourse is very special and is never forgotten. I've been fighting many urges only so I could share that intimate moment with the right person. I've always feared that I would meet someone who's already been with someone else in bed. It would make me feel not as special. It would make me feel like our intimate moment won't be as special as it should only because she has already been through that experience before. The magic will no longer spark and the moment will be lost. This moment I long for is very special to me. Carnal pleasure is not troubling me so much, it's just the fact that the special moment has been had with someone else.
Due to the nature of our society, it is more common for younger teens to engage in such activities. So it's rather likely unusual to find an attractive female virgin, or so I believe.
I just want to know from other people who have seen more than I have, if I am correct in my chances to meet someone who is not a virgin. If maybe I just sound silly. Or maybe if I really do have higher chances of meeting a female virgin than what I truly believe? I don't really know what I'm asking, but any insight on whatever I wrote would help me find an answer.
Thanks for the time.
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EDIT:
Thank you all for your answers. The actual reason why I would prefer to be with a virgin like I said before is not physical pleasure but more of sentimental value. Everyone tends to drift to the physical side every time I ask this sort of question, but I am not actually that worried about the physical. It's more of an emotional thing. Would you guys care to elaborate on that?