I'm 42, single, no job and living with my parents again. MY father's side has a history of mental illness. I've been at times fairly successful, living on my own for most of my adult life, and working different jobs. I now write and am looking at starting my own business. I have owned a bread route to some success. I had to sell it because I was crying, fearing going to work everyday. I hated it. Now I recently met a wonderful woman who I dated for 2 months, but she needed time away. She said it was about her but also said she was concerned with my current living and no job situation. I want to have a job that makes me somewhat happy, fearing if it doesn't I'll quit because it is so hard to work something I hate.
I have a lot of ideas about businesses but I can't seem to focus on one thing. It's driving me nuts. I start on one project then move onto another. I can't focus and I've taken antidepressants in the past but they don't work for me.
I'm nearing a deep depression, nothing seems to make me happy. I miss this gal, my folks do not want me to be here. I know it's a lot of info, none too detailed but I just am looking for some solution to be happy again.
