I've told him I love him. By accident!
Last night my boyfriend of 9months and I were kissing and hugging goodbye when I blurted out... with no warning from my brain...
"I really love you, you're lovely". (I think I got my words jumbled, as I was trying to say "I love being with you")
His response was "you're so lovely". He was really nice and kissed me really tenderly goodbye, and today he's perfectly fine with me, but I feel in turmoil. In a way I feel angry at him, even though he's done NOTHING wrong.
I feel rubbish, I didn't mean to say it as we aren't really at that stage yet, it just slipped out. He tells me all the time that he's "fallen for me" and that he's "smitten", but I'm not sure what that means. I feel I've taken the relationship down a road I didn't want to. Now I'm going to be fretting about the embarrassment, the pressure I might have unduly put on things, it's really making me reassess what I'm doing.
Every time I think of the moment I cringe. Plus we work together so despite my best efforts to avoid him it's constantly rubbed in.
Please help, any advice would be so gratefully received... how do I overcome the embarrassment and feel more normal again? If he blatantly:o :o :o :confused: doesn't love me can I really carry on in this relationship? Should I address the issue?
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