Assistance required. Am I nuts?
Hello Folks.
Please forgive me if I get any of the etiquette wrong as this is my first post so please forgive me.
I feel, somewhat silly for even asking this but I am hoping one of your readers can give me some indications. As I am beginning to feel I maybe psychic. Incidentally you lot are the first persons I have told this too next to my sister.
Just a quick list of things that have happened to me:
I see little white lights or just movement.
Dream't school burnt down 1 night before it happened (1982)
Dream't 9/11 Attacks while staying in the states 4 weeks before it happened (2001)
Dreamt 7/7 bus bomb attack London 2 weeks before it happened (2005)
Dreamt 6 numbers, put them on lottery and 4 came up winning £67 (1996)
Seen various types of ghosts (not sure though) but to name a few and more recently black cat, even though we don't have a cat. Sat on the sofa washing his belly with his paw up, looked away for a second then realized we don't have a cat and it was gone (also a few people have seen this after me)
Knowing the phone is going to ring
Having a feeling I will get a visits from so and so and later in the evening getting it.
Having a good feel day or a bad feel day, usually bad feel days something bad happens. (although this could be psychological I guess)
Furthermore, I seem to be able to tell if a house is haunted, feeling a heavy type of pressure, sometimes my throat feels like it has lots of mucus in it and I have to swallow often.
Anyway, forgive all this rambling. What made me write this is that the other night I had a dream (well nightmare actually) and woke up to see a face floating to the right of me although I couldn't make out features it seemed to keep changing or trying to say something to me. I got up (actually walking around the face) and turned the light on and it was gone. Every time something like this happens I put it down to either not really happening or just I was asleep. I don't seem to have any form of ESP, with the playing cards etc. I am also at university so have quite a scientific mind. All this feels like nonsense and I feel absolutely stupid for even writing this but I think I am going to go completely nuts if I don't find out what it is that haunts me. Either my own runaway mind or something completely different.
There is a lot more that has happened, but at the risk of boring you all to sleep I won't go on.
However, if there are any psychics out there, does this sound like something familiar to you or should I just forget it and carry on with my studies.
Incidentally I am a mature student of 30 so not a kid with a desire to play Buffy. Rather the opposite. I don't think I could tell anyone even if I was.
Your help is greatly appreciated.
Kindest Regards
Sean Marson