Well, I guess this is kind of me being stupid but I'll ask it anyway. I'm 22. I have been married for just over a year to a wonderful man! Greatest man alive (besides my daddy and my grandpa) in my opinion. Anyway, I want to have a baby. I know that we are not financially stable so now is not the time. Also, I am still in college going for my Ed degree. Even though I know now is not the time I can't help but think about it everyday. My mother got diagnosed with Breast cancer when she was 35 and my sister died from a cancerous brain tumor when she was 33. I am just so worried that if I don't hurry and have my children that something will happen to me later and I will never be able to. My husband and I both know that now is not the time, were still growing up for god's sake. But, I can't help how I feel. Someone make me feel better. I'm scared about this and I feel that not many people understand.