I allowed him to fantasize and now I feel like like an idiot. Ideas?
My boyfriend and I role play a lot and he's told me on more than one occasion how his 1st time was some what an accident like they were just kissing and bam it slid in (not trying to be graphic here) anyway, so one stupid day I decide I wanted to know how it happened so I said show me... and he did, but he was saying everything that was going through his head his 1st time and he kept saying "she" and "her" and was totally fantasizing about her... we've had issues with this girl before, in the beginning of our relationship all of his friends warned me that he was still in love with her and blah blah we're past that now. But after that night I haven't been wanting his affection and I can't give him any... I feel used almost I feel disgusting. What should I do? Should I tell him how I feel even though I allowed it?