is this going to become a habit in the futur?
The first time I ever drank alcohol it was summer 05 and I was 12. I went to Florida with 2 of my friends and her brother and dad. We stayed at there grandparents house and her brother got us a bottle of hennesey. After that night I didn't drink for months. But I started pills a few months later around december(getting them from my mom). At first it was once in a while and that eventually progresed to once every weekend and then eventually twice a weekend and then When it got to summer (06) I was doing them just about everynite. (somas (muscle relaxers), ambeins and narcos). I was still getting drunk but not nearly as much as I was getting high. Then late in August was the first time I tried pot. I was mainly still taking pills but every once in a while I was smoking too. Late November my mom got her own place and I decided to move in with her.. shes a herion addict and she was constantly high, so I could take 10 pills from her and she wouldn't notice. But since I was doing it all the time my tolerance grew, I used to take 2 somas and now I was up to 5. I knew it was dangerous to be taking htat many especially since I'm 5'3 and 110 lbs but I wouldn't feel it if I took any less. The high was getting crappy too, it wasn't the same giggly fun high that I used to get. So then I switched to smoking pot and I was doing the pills less and less, I only did them once a week when I was doing them 3 or 4 times a week. Me and my close friend decided we should quit the pills, so we were only doing pot. Then with weed at first it was only once a week I would smoke and then it became both days on the weekend I was smoking. Me and my mom started getting really close and she agreed she would buy me beer and I could have a party with only a couple of girl friends and we could drink. What she didn't know was we were inviting guys to and we all had sleepovers in my room, this happened 5 or 6 times until july16 my mom got arrested for selling to an undercover cop(pills) and possession of herion. The police trashed my house and I had to clean up everything, I came across my moms bottle of pills and there was 42 somas and 30 vikes, and 5 zaneks.(cant spell it) (I dotn know why the police didn't take them). Even though I said I was done with pills I had done them a couple times here and there by myself but I didn't tell my friend because he had sworn to quit, but since I had just been given sooo many pills I wasn't going to throw them out, so I kept them for me and my friends and I was high every single day for 2 weeks straight until they were completely gone. After that I didn't do them much for the rest of the summer and I was smoking 5 or 6 times a week for the rest of summer.
Then when September rolled around I was smoking every weekend Friday night, Saturday morning, Saturday night, Sunday morning and Sunday night and once on the week day too. I tried salvia after the schools homecoming in October and I'm in love with it, then a friend said that you get the same trippy feeling on shrooms except 100x more and since then I've been wanting to try that. I want to try lsd too. I do know risks and all that crap about them from stories both my parents have shared.
a couple close friends are afraid I may be developing a drug problem, or I'm guna get one in the futur. I assure them I'm going to be okay because since both my parents are ex-addicts I know what to look out for like if it was getting that bad I would lay off but I know people who smoke weed everyday and I'm not like that so its not that bad.
my question is does this sound like a drug problem in the making?
