Well for the past 3 years my life to me seems like hell, In my realtionships all I do is get hurt. My family has turned against me, I have no friends anymore. I spend most of my time alone thinking. Ive attempted suicide more then 20 times and I'm always walking around sad with a fake smile on my face. Am I depressed and if I am what help should I get.

It sounds like it. If I were you I'd call a psychiatrist/therapist first thing in the morning.

Poor thing, Stick in there eventually your share of good luck will come.

With 20 attempts, how many were reported?

How did the seeking of help(suicide attempts are a cry for help) aid you in your times of need?

Does anyone else even see you for the person your really are?

Seriously, do you want help, then you need to go and get it, professional help is no more than a phone call away.Most cities have a suicide hotline(1-800-information) and the psychiatric unit in most hospitals will certainly talk with you, guiding you in the right direction, especially in a crisis.

Don't continue down this road of self defeating behavior, it has but one ending.

Keep coming back here, we'll be looking for your updates soon,

Ken

After 20 Suicide attempts haven't you been found hanging from a tree or something wouldn't someone call the police ? Hasn't a family member caught on hasn't someone noticed you? If you answered no to these questions get some friends talk to them let everything out you'll feel better even try getting some friends on an instant messenger it might be easier to let your emotions out. I hope you get better try and get some help.

Go and talk to someone. You Need "profesional" (I really HATE that term) help. But to start with find someone you can trust and tell them what's going on, let them help you find a councler or thearapist or someone to go see. It may seem like it but you are not as alone as you feel. I've been depressed. Sometimes what you really need to do is just reach out... if you can't find anyone to help you find someone to go see... call one of the hotlines... or go to a local hospital... usually their psyciatric ward can help you find someone to talk to that can help you out.

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Originally Posted by Romanticguy07

Well for the past 3 years my life to me seems like hell, In my realtionships all i do is get hurt. My family has turned against me, i have no friends anymore. I spend most of my time alone thinking. Ive attempted sucide more then 20 times and im always walking around sad with a fake smile on my face. Am i depressed and if i am what help should i get.

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Yes, you are severely depressed and basically in the same situation I am. Get help immediately! I am on Effexor FX and it works for me. Good luck and God bless.

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Originally Posted by Romanticguy07

Well for the past 3 years my life to me seems like hell, In my realtionships all i do is get hurt. My family has turned against me, i have no friends anymore. I spend most of my time alone thinking. Ive attempted sucide more then 20 times and im always walking around sad with a fake smile on my face. Am i depressed and if i am what help should i get.

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U need to work out why your family is against you and why is everything going wrong in your life.. it does sound like you need to talk to someone... always look on the positive side never look on the negative... there is always someone there to talk to!! Let us know how you r getting on? Good luck