My mother was extremely cruel to me when she was alive. She died christmas eve and I have had nothing but trouble since. I lost the house I lived in for 44 years because I was conned. My brother hates me. I am living in a hotel and soon to be homeless because of a flood in this town. I swear to God my mother is still trying to hurt me and she hated God so I doubt she is in His protection. Help! I cannot go on much longer. What is going on?