Mental health ruining relationship
I am a have bi-polar disease and I also feel like I have dual personalities, there is the gentleman and the gangster I have trusted my girlfriend with this problem and she takes it in stride which is why I love her, but the mood swings they always have me feeling like she is out cheating on me I am always thinking she is out cheating on me. I try to fight by evil side but I can't seeking professional help is out of the question money is tight. It has gotten to the point where she thinks I do not trust her but I do I just can not control the evil side. I feel that maybe am not worth the trouble I give her. She wants to marry me and I do too. If I go to anyone they tell me to suck it up. My mental health is secret to everyone I can not tell anyone I too proud to admit it to anyone close except her but the same thing might take us over. If you want more about me just talk to me