Does my boyfriend deserve me?
I have been in a relationship now for a year and 3 months. I have known my boyfriend for about 2 years before we even started dating. When I found out he liked me I knew he was the one. After about 6 months into the relationship things started changing. We argued more we grew apart on the things we liked. I see him almost every single day but I still feel like we are growing apart. When I am around him I start to feel down about myself like I'm not worth anything. 8 months into the relationship I found out I was pregnant (yes I'm serious). He stressed me so bad that I ended up losing the baby when I was 4 months along. After that happened we seemed to get closer. NOT FOR LONG THOUGH. Everysince then we fight all day! I don't want to leave because I love him but I don't want to stay either. Recently I found out a girl at my school liked him & I told him about it and he blew it off. A few days later... He was walking down the hall with her EVERYWHERE he went. It really bothered me and he kept saying she was his best friend but I didn't believe it my heart told me there was so much more. So we broke up and I missed him like hell for 3 days. Then we ended up getting back together & I asked him for his Yahoo password and he kept saying that he didn't know it. HUM.. I thought this was strange. I went to forgot password and got his password. When I got on the computer I found out that he was written the girl I suspected him of cheatin with. He was asking her could he go to her house and when she was going to meet him at the club and so fourth. I was so hurt because I knew why he wanted to go to her house. To this day they both keep denying they didn't do anything but I'm not sure... PLEASE HELP ME
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