Cant get over her and keep guessing about her actions? Why?
Well My ex and I have been having really weird times. First off She called me about a month ago asking that I don't go to a show because she was going to be there. I ended up going, she was the one that found me in the crowd I might add. After the show she found me and we had a cigerette and a chat. It was OK. I then gave her a ride home and everything was fine. I didn't talk to her for a couple weeks and then called her asking to get my Things back that she still had at her house. When I got there she was a total to me for no reason. She was ragging on me about my beard and the way I dressed. She then said that I smelled like a cigerette and I said back to her " what you dont smoke anymore?" She stated that she was an entirely different person. And I chuckled. She helped me take things to my car and when we got down there she asked to buma smoke. I thought it odd after her last comment. Any way I left her place and both of us were at odds. I don't like that I left that way but it happens. I want to be friends with her but she says she can't do that because She knows I love her. I do, but I understand that we won't be back together, so I would like to make friends with her that's all. I just can't seem to let go and when I try to is depresses me, I am not sure why this is. She was a really good friend of mine and has now written me off. How do I get over these feelings and start moving forward. I can't let go it seems and it is driving me nuts. IF people have suggestions on what they think might be going with her. Or with me or things I could do to heal I am all ears. LEt me know. Thank you.
