My ex and I were together for a year and a half. We had our good times and our bad like every relationship. Through the relationship she started liking other guys and not necessarily cheating but becoming more and more unfaithful. This happened 5 times and on the third time she left me and I asked for her back 3 days later and things started to get good again until another guy got into the picture.
She stop showing much emotion toward me and talking to him more then me and seeing him at her college and all. I asked for her to slow down on the talking to him just because of what's happened in the past an she freaked! So I eventually just let her do what she wanted so I wouldn't push her away. That took every last ounce of trust I had for her.
And then on our 16 month anniversary she left me 2 days later she was in a relationship and completely ignoring me acting like I didn't exist. Even blocked me on Facebook. And now a months gone by and I still can't help but be heartbroken when she seems to be doing just fine. She's already living with that other guy and everything I haven't been eating hardly anything at all. Been chewing 3 times as much as I usually do, been drinking and partying just trying to keep my mind off of her and haven't been getting more then 3 hours of sleep a night.
I don't want her back I just want to stop loving her and get over her. Please help! :-(