This will be harsh.
What happened to the 'void' in your heart?
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I am beginning to think you are, at best, using him to fill a void. At worst, you are playing games with us.
I think you need to stop baiting him into getting mad and fighting. That isn't love. It is manipulation to get what you want. Very immature behavior and very dangerous.
Just because you think you know the person he portrays on-line and at a great distance doesn't mean you know the real person. For all you know, he could be taking his anger out on the people who are close to him. Do you like the thought of possibly causing him to abuse his girlfriend or other people? You aren't there so how would you know?