I can only imagine how difficult it must be. I wish you the best though and I'll keep you in my thoughts :)

Well, I went through with it, physically I feel well... "ok"... emotionally out of wack... This is going to be tough.. Have been crying all night and day... I do not remember anything about the procedure except that I was very nervous and very melancholy.. last thing I remember was getting an injection for sedation, now all I can do is pray... It is very emotional.

I'm glad you did what was right for you. Do NOT let anyone put you down for making the decision that you had to make.

Time does heal all wounds. This will get easier over time... trust me.

MarMar, I'm sorry that you had to go through this but never doubt the decision you made. You did what was best for you.

We're here if you need support. The people on this site are great, so come, vent, cry, whatever, you'll get the help you need. :)

Now, take it easy, have a nice cup of tea, go rent a really funny movie, snuggle on the couch and have a you day. Okay?

Mar, hang in there and get well mentally as well as physically. This takes a toll on your body so take care of yourself and get checked out by your doctor. I hope he made an appt. for you for follow up.

Tick

It's so hard, I have been crying ever since and nothing helps, I have barely gotten any sleep either... I have a follow up appoinment in three weeks.. I kind of feel different about my b/f now too is this normal? I don't know how to cope with this, I'm trying to not think about it, but I just keep thinking how I made a horrible decision that I never thought I would make in my life.

What makes it even harder is... I heard the hearbeat the day before and had an ultrasound done cause I had went to the gynecologist for a check up cause I have a bact infection and I told them I didn't want the ultrasound but they wanted to see and "make sure everything was ok with the baby" and they were all telling me congratulations, I didn't want to tell them I wasn't keeping it... I was 9 1/2 weeks..