Quote:

---

Originally Posted by HistorianChick

Good. I'm glad you've realized that you need help.

Its up to you. I still believe in you, but you must make the decision.

---

I agree. This has been going on for a long time now. You know you have a problem and you need to fix it. Get help go to AA and salve it. The only way to give it up is all together. If not it will come to a point in your life that your life as a hole will be hanging off a thread and you will be wishing that you did something for it way back. Well this is way back. Stop drinking and take peoples advise and go to AA. I am, not trying to be a bother about it but you do need help mentally. Basically you need detox. What do you think?

Yes. I believe everyone. I need help. Its just a matter of doing it now. I can't even believe I am in this position. I'm a bad person. w. a messed up life rite now. I'm only 20 yrs old. How can be an alcoholic? Haha. I don't know... ill try and fix this the best I can.

Quote:

---

Originally Posted by justme005

ill try and fix this the best i can.

---

Darlin, the key is YOU can't do it by yourself. You must get help. If anything, this thread has shown you that you cannot do it on your own.

I'm glad you've realized this - now just do it. :)

I don't want to die at a young age...

Dying from alcohol is no fun at any age. Alcohol kills more people in on week, in one large city than all the other drug deaths of the entire nation in a year!

Find something else to do. Quit swallowing poison.

Alcoholism doesn't care what you want. If you don't want to die then get help. Go to an AA meeting and tell people what you're experiencing.

Yes I know... I am home now and just drinking wine a few nites a week and not experiencing any hangovers or blackouts. I am also eating healthy and going to the gym 4 times a week. I feel like things have turned around for me. The only thing is, I always think about how much fun I had in school, drinking and stuff, and I do miss it. I also think a lot about what I did when I told my advisor at college about this... Its all so weird for me. I'm getting a new roommate next semester and my friend was like "oh i hope u dont turn her into an alcoholic" and was laughing about it. Alcohol is something that defines me now. People associate it w. me all the time. I don't like that. She said this in front of teachers and my advisor and I felt embarrassed. I need to get through this summer healthy and hopefully follow through w. it during the year... I'm just so scared I'll fall back into bad habits...

Thank you all.