I have been married for about 12 years , my husband has always had a problem with my weight. I have never been hugely overweight just a little pudgy.At one time I lost a lot of weight and got down to a size 4. I am now at the most I have ever weighed.180 size 12/14

See the thing is, for the past several years my husband has had a really big problem with my weight , and as of these past two weeks he looks at me in disgust every day.
Like,I cook huge meals for him in the evening and he hardly speaks to me, he gets up from the table and goes outside or stays really busy. I confronted him, halfway knowing his answers to my hurt.He said he cannot love me like I am , overwight , anymore.
He needs me to loose the fat I have gained over time, he said he cannot touch me anymore. I just don't know what to do any more. Ihave tried the atkins , south beach etc. lost and then gained it all back, now it seems I just rebell bad, I just need a weight loss buddy to help me get back to a size small and save my marriage.I love my husband and I don't want to put my child througha divorce, I really need some links to some really powerful weight loss pills or something.

My husband is 6'6 and has never had a weight problem.And he said either I loose weight or my marriage is over... please someone be my weight loss friend,buddy. Someone I have to be accountable to and someone who can point me in the right directions.
TIA
Kaytie

Show him where the door is and remind him not to let it hit him in the a$$ on his way out. Enough said.

My friends husband left her because 'she wouldn't lose weight'
He was with a thin woman for almost a couple of years and then went back to his wife.
The grass isn't always greener!
Let him leave if he is that selfish and get a life for yourself with less aggravation.
No sense in hanging on to someone that is going to treat you like that indefinitely.

This is going to sound tough but I think you need to check if he is having an affair. He is obviously comparing you to someone, even if it isn't an affair, there might be someone he has his eye on, at work perhaps. If he doesn't want to touch you and he says it's because you need to lose weight, he’s getting it some place else. Sorry. He's just looking for a fight. Does he leave after you row? Do some snooping. Has he become more conscious of what he eats? Has his diet changed? He’s watching his weight and there is only one reason a married man of twelve years suddenly changes his diet. Is he buying new clothes? There's more to this than your weight, I'd put money on it.

Honey this is about more than your weight. If he loved you, he would not be so cruel. This is probably about something going on with him. If you lost weight, it would probably be something else he'd find wrong. You are not that big. The average size woman is a 14.
If he would divorce you over some weight, he was gone anyway.
You don't need to stay in a marriage where you are uptight about what you eat and how he will react to it. He is down right cruel, and you deserve better treatment than that.

I was once engaged to a guy who knew I was not a small woman, never was. He had no problem with it either. About three months before the wedding he started in on the weight. I did lose about 15 lbs and then he got scared, saying he loved me just as I was. So dratted confusing! Three weeks before the wedding he started in again on the weight. Turned out, he was seeing an old girlfriend on the side plus someone else when I worked nights! He had to pick a fight about something and that was my weakest point.

I would bet anything the stress he is causing you is not helping with any weight loss either. Turn the tables on him and ask him to go walking with you. Stop cooking those big meals. Go low fat, join a gym or get some exercise dvd's and start getting active. You will take away his arguments. If he leaves, no loss for you. The guy sounds like a jerk - trying to provoke you into something so he has an excuse to do what he doing - most likely behind your back.

Yes, I would say everybody is right. Get out, this marriage is no longer. This guy is very mean. I think He is trying to come up with reasons or should I say make up reasons to leave to justify him wanting out of the marriage and putting the blame on you. When you have no blame at all. He is the one that needs to take the blame all away out the door like others have mentioned. I just can not believe how people can be so superficial. You need to know that you're a beautiful women no matter what you hear or do not hear from your husband.

A marriage to a man who dosen't love you the way you are, no matter what the size, is not worth having!

When my now ex husband (he and I divorced a couple of years ago on totally unrelated issues and he's still very much a part of my life) and I first started dating 20 years ago I was in a size six. I've struggled with my weight my whole life, and On the day that we married 8 years ago, I was in a size 24. The only time he would ever talk about my weight is when I would bring it up. He told me that he loved me no matter what, but if I wanted to lose weight for health reasons or just to feel better about myself that he would help me in any way that he could. Well, I ended up losing 173 pounds in a 2 year period, but I did it for me, not for him.

If you want to lose weight, do it for YOU, not for anyone else. I'm so sick of our society putting lables on what they think a woman's size should be for her to be considered attractive. Beautiful women come in all sizes. You just worry about you and let your husband deal with his own hangups!

My best to you

Thanks to all of you, I agree that if want to loose weight it should be for me and your right up there it really is a stress on my result because when I start thinking about it all I just want to eat all the more.
If what some of you are saying is true,then maybe I should do a little snooping, he has bought some new clothes lately and he is pretty particular about them being ironed neatly , I guess I am in denial about some things too, I just needed a reality check, but I think I may be one of those women who thinks maybe I can change things.If I just loose weight all this will go away, I mean I am not huge or anything, just slightly not perfect.
If a man is cheating what should I look for , more indepthly ladies, what are the sure signs.
Thanks I really don't wantt o end my marriage , then I would be a failure, I just would be so imbarresed around my family.. I should be able to make this work...
Kayte

You lost him along time ago, and I would suggest if you and he wants this to work, you get into marriage counseling. That will save your marriage if it can be. He can love you no matter what, if your physcial appearance is what makes him love you, then you do't need him anyway.

I guess if I lost him a long time ago, why hasn't he left me?
I guess I am frustrated and a little angry , if this is all true, if there really is anything to this, cheating... I want to believe there is nothing to this... maybe he is just a really visual kind of guy , maybe he really can't love me like I am , I don't know... all I know is I want to loose this weight fast... now..
I want to make this work.

If he can treat you this way over some weight, he is not a very nice or loving person. So the way I see it, he is either cruel or he's looking at someone else. So I guess you have to ask yourself if he is worth the misery he is causing.

We have been married 12 years , my child is 10, just 8 more years , and I can be free and leave even if I don't divorce.Just leave, but if I can loose the extra, that may help patch the hurt for now... I just need a friend to help get me emotional through ,someone to talk with daily.someone to help keep me on track, and go through the loss with me. I NEED this right now...
If my husband is cheating or is simply not in love with me anymore , well then that's the way of it, right?Maybe I am not in love with him either, maybe I am so hurt and just feeling a little insecure right now.. that I just need to vent out or just vent in... I just need something, maybe a drink... he he.. no , really I need to just loose this and get through this.
But I need to just let go and get thin, that's the answer, my marriage may be over , but my will is still not broken, I just need a little , push to get that will going...

If it will make you feel better about yourself to lose weight, then do it for you, but don't let your children see him belittle you over stuff like that. You don't want them thinking this kind of behavior is acceptable.
Eat smaller portions and exercise. I walk 3 miles every day, a nice brisk walk. It's good for me and mentally I feel better.
The longer you stay and take crap like that, the more you begin to believe it and it breaks you down.
Do it for you, but don't let him belittle you.

I have looked back and read all the posts and it seems pretty obviouse that my marriage is definitely on the shaky rocks falling off into the foamy sea of failure. I just don't know how to handle this.I feel like I have somehow failed at a happy ever after life.
It was not supposed to be this way.I have done everything I can think of to save our relationship.EVERYTHING.Foot rubs, massages,a hot meal on the table every day at the same time,all the above and down below as well.I just don't understand.

You have not failed. He is being a butt. If you know in your heart that you have been the best wife you can be then that is all you can do.
Sounds to me like this guy is nit-picking. If it's not your weight, it would be something else. But even if it is just your weight, there is a more loving and kind way to handle it. He could go for walks with you, he could help. But the fact that he is so cruel speaks volumes.
This is him, not you.

I called a diet doctor this morning. I am scheduled to see her Friday.
I also am joining weight watchers and I am looking into going back to school.
I have been a stay home mom and wife, all these years,my husband did not want me to get a job,but he gives me a small allowance every two weeks$75.00.So plan to start saving some of that for an apartment I think.
We talked this morning, I told him I plan to leave and he said I could not make it without him.That I could not get a job anywhere.That no one would hire me ,That I have no where to go.I have been estranged from my family all this time, he really does not like for me to go anywhere or visit my family, they live 4 hours away, he says he does not want me driving by myself that far.
I have been spurred to do some digging, there is a program at the local college for people like myself,who have not been in the workforce for many years wanting to get a two year degree.
The only thing is , my husband makes way too much money for me to get any financial helps.I don't know for sure just what my next move may be , I think I will just think on things for a bit and see just what to do.
He did say that I could never make it without him.
So I guess if he was wanting our marriage to be over , then he lied.He thinks now I will leave and that has brought out this reaction,Should have said that a long time ago, called his BLUFF.Every thing has changed now, I feel like my life is changing and I don't like it,Im halfway scared.

He sounds very manipulative and cruel. Not a very nice person at all. Make plans to do what you have to do. I would't tell him what you're doing though. He will only discourage you or give you hassel. You just work on improving yourself.
I wish you well.

Thanks Homegirl,
I don't know if I can go through with it , but I will keep you posted on what's going on, if I do this..
I will need all the words of wisdom and courage I can get.
Kayte

By the way I have lost 4 lbs since posting... my stomaches in knots
Go figure...

I would imagine you are pretty stressed out. But now when you lose your weight, do it in a healthy way. You don't want to be sick. Keep us posted and you can pm me if you like.

It is sad that your husband thinks that way of you. But, if you want to lose weight, you can. Start eating smaller meals daily. But, you can't just start a diet and think you are going to lose weight. You have to discipline yourself. You need to work out as well. You should look into a physical trainer. My mother-in-law was overweight. She hired a physical trainer and I could tell she was losing some weight. Then, when she got down to the desired weight she quit eating healthy and quit working out. The weight came right back. It's about changing your whole lifestyle. You can do it. But, remember good results don't come right away. Maybe invite your husband to be your work-out buddy so he knows how hard you are trying to lose weight.

Kayte,

I'm very glad to hear that you had a talk with him and told him of your plans. If that doesn't shake him up to take notice of how thoughtless he is being nothing will. Homegirl made some excellent points - think about your child and yourself. She also made some very good suggestions - keep your plans to yourself. He may be afraid of losing you and try to keep you short of money. Stick to your plan, take charge of your own life and don't listen to his negativity. Instead take it as a sign of how things really are. If he loved you, he would be supportive and encouraging you with your plan to improve the quality of your life, both your lives in the long run. But he sounds anything but supportive. Who needs that kind of support?

Stay strong and stick around here and share your plans with us. Make sure he doesn't have your password to this site. Your not the only one who can do some snooping. Hopefully your chat has given him something to think about and he might get smart and see that the other man's grass may look greener...... But it's just as hard to cut! Take care. Hope to hear from you soon. :)

Caralyn thanks for the encouragment.You are right, he thinks I am getting these ideas from the internet and has threatened to stop paying for it.He took the television away 4 years ago.Its OK I guess, I have a radio now and listen to it all the time.plus there is so much to see on the internet, I don't see how anyone could have time for television anymore:)
I went to the college today and talked with one of the ladies there and she thinks I need to speak to a counselor or somehting in case he turns violent , I hadn't thought of that , he has never hit me before...
Anyway I don't think that is necessary, I just want things to be good again, that's all.
All that abuse stuff is not happening to me, that happens to other people.not me.
He doesn't hit me , he just doesn't love me.
I got to go now
K

Sounds like a very abusive person. He took the television away 4 years ago and not is threatening to take the internet away, OMG. This is bad. You need to speak to a counselor and you do need to get out of this relationship.

Kayte,

Marriage is a partnership. In this day and age people have two or three TVs, two cars etc. He's treating you like a child.... If you don't behave he'll take away your TV, computer etc. Unless you enjoy being treated like a child it's time to stand up to this man.

Whether you decide to stay or go........ Take back your life!

Imagine the messages you are sending to your child... That it is ok to treat people like this..... It's okay to be treated like this. You think you have a problem now.... Wait till your child is a teenager and starts treating you exactly like your husband does now.

The reality is that there is always some kind of payback. What are you getting out of this situation? What is the reason you let it go on? If I was in your place, I would either ask him to sit down and have a serious talk about making some changes OR tell him I want a trial separation. He would still be responsible for all yours and your child's financial needs. It might just be enough to give him the shake up he needs.

Loose weight or loose the marriage! I say loose the marriage because it doesn't look that sound to me anyway. By the way, does your husband look like a god? Coz he sure sounds like one.

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Originally Posted by YoungGrayHair

I called a diet doctor this morning. I am scheduled to see her Friday.
I also am joining weight watchers and I am looking into going back to school.
I have been a stay home mom and wife, all these years,my husband did not want me to get a job,but he gives me a small allowance every two weeks$75.00.So plan to start saving some of that for an apartment I think.
We talked this morning, I told him I plan to leave and he said I could not make it without him.That I could not get a job anywhere.That no one would hire me ,That I have no where to go.I have been estranged from my family all this time, he really does not like for me to go anywhere or visit my family, they live 4 hours away, he says he does not want me driving by myself that far.
I have been spurred to do some digging, there is a program at the local college for people like myself,who have not been in the workforce for many years wanting to get a two year degree.
The only thing is , my husband makes way too much money for me to get any financial helps.I dont know for sure just what my next move may be , I think I will just think on things for a bit and see just what to do.
He did say that I could never make it without him.
So i guess if he was wanting our marriage to be over , then he lied.He thinks now i will leave and that has brought out this reaction,Should have said that a long time ago, called his BLUFF.Every thing has changed now, I feel like my life is changing and I dont like it,Im halfway scared.

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Oh honey I applaud you. What you did is a lot easier said then done. You stood up to him when you really needed too. That is wonderful and says so much about how you feel about yourself. As for not getting a job. Phewy, you will be able to get a job, and it sounds like you are headed in the right direction to get the help you need with that. Talk to your financial aid office at the school you are looking at, they might be able to help you since your situation is so unique.

You are to strong of a woman, to special to be with a man that does not treat you right. Please keep us posted.

I have been a stay home mom and wife, all these years,my husband did not want me to get a job,but he gives me a small allowance every two weeks$75.00.

This way you depend on him for eveything.

I have been estranged from my family all this time, he really does not like for me to go anywhere or visit my family, they live 4 hours away, he says he does not want me driving by myself that far.

Again , you only have him no one else, this is just another form of control, of course you could not be alone with your family he would be afraid they would tell you he is not the perfect man.

Taking your t.v. away and taking away the internet, is all forms of having control/abuse. He wants to keep you isolated. My guess is for whatever reasons he doesn't want you talking to the neighbors... If he thinks your serious about leaving he will start telling you he will take your child. Think about it it is not about your weight, this is all about him controlling everything you do. I would bet there are times he encourages you to eat or fix foods that he knows is very tempting for you. You should not have to walk on eggshells for anyone or behave in a certain manner.
Go to the library and find some books about domestic abuse, call a hotline, abuse is not just about hitting.

Hi Kayte,

After reading through all the posts and what you said, I agree that this is not an ideal picture.
Biblically speaking, for better or worse, where did that go ?
To top it off, he sounds abusive (mindgames) for mentioning that you can't make it and have no help. Manipulative for saying that he would do this and that, and setting rules about your weight.

Even if he's not cheating, I believe he exhibits some form of behavior that leads me to think he may be addicted to something, maybe p@rn. This would also explain why he wants you to lose weight and the comparing you to others. It may be why he's disgusted.

It sounds to me he doesn't want to lose you, based on the things you said you do (you sound like a good wife), however he wants things his way. Someone like this, you can't please, and I imagine that after a while he will only come up with new demands. Once you lose the weight, I wonder what he'd demand after that.

You being estranged from your family, and being so dependent on him, and him seeing you are getting resistant to his mold he wants to stick you in, threatening you to remove the internet tells me that he is really in a sense dependent on you.

My suggestion would be to quit telling him anything that you're going to do and simply act like a dumb wife, seemingly going along with his plan. This is to keep you safe.

The less you reveal, the safer you are. Just sit back and watch him for clues as to what he's really about. Snoop around the house a bit and see if he's hiding anything.

Sorry to hear your husband is such a fool. I've been there and had this kind of relationship.
You're better off getting yourself set up to make it on your own.

T.

I want to add, that this doesn't mean you have to separate or divorce right away, but more along the lines of prepare for the worst and pray for the best.

Planning ahead means no surprises -- you are in control.
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Hiya... I would just like to say that at a size 12-14 u are not overweight.but if you want to loose weight for yourself then go for it. I no that this must sound harsh but do you really want to be with someone that makes you feel this unhappy.ino you say you love him but douse he love you back... why is it that some men try to make us feel this unsecure and succeed.I think you should give slimming world a try.it really works and trust you can eat loads. But I also think you should get rid of your hubby.find someone that going to love you for you no matter what weight you are.. u sound like a beautiful person and you disserve to be really happy.good luck

I know you must really love him if you two have been married for 12 years, but I personly think you shouldn't have to choose the I see it is if you are happy with yourself don't change. But you probably aren't if you are asking for help. All you really need to do to lose wieght is start eating healthier and less, find info on how many callories you should eat and start exercising. A great way to do that is buy exercise videos they can help. But don't just do this because your husband wants you to do it for yourself.

Thanks to all of you who have written back,
Sorry it has taken so long to write back to you,I have read what you all have said but I am just not sure how to feel...
I have just been in a funk lately and just trying to not have to deal with things,, I don't know .
I have thought about seeing a counselor.. maybe.
It seems everything is in a spiral, I really have been a little angry at... well... everything...
I wonder just how many other women are in similar situations as mine.

I really don't know how to feel right now about all this. Sometimes I feel like just letting everything stay just the way they are , its almost "safe" if that makes any sense at all.Like if I just stand still, everything will be OK.Life will be OK.&good.Nothing is really bad.

But then I just can't help the uncertainty of what really is right in front of me. What if I really can't do this , stand up,. its easier, to just... stand still.

I started WW this past week and I have lost 2 lbs . It's a start. I feel like this is something all for me.. like if I can do this , I can do anything , even leave my husband ,if I must.I just need more , I don't know.. me confidence... worthwhile... or bigger feeling.. I don't know how to explain it
Anyway I am just waking up everyday making the best of what comes.
Maybe everything will be OK.
Kayte

Oh, your post brings tears to my eyes. I know how you feel I have been there, just keep telling yourself that it will pass.
Everything happens in life as it needs to, maybe that is how we learn . Hard times teach us more than the good times... it is easy to sail right along and not pay attention when things are going OK.
You should be so proud of yourself... you took a step. You lost 2 lbs! That is great, esp. since you are not that over weight.
Keep up the good work.*edit* I just want to say each day you wake up there is hope for change so don't give up, everyday will not be filled with such sadness and despair.

Kayte,

WW. I'm pleased for you, if nothing else it makes you feel in control of your life. There is no need to try to explain anything. You have quite simply had your eyes opened. Now you just need time to get your head around what you have discovered and gradually come to some decisions about your life and your future. With any luck maybe he has had his eyes opened too and is preparing to make some changes also. I hope so because I think you love him. You just have to stand up for yourself more.

Life can be a bit scary from time to time but that's how we learn stuff and make memories. If you just stand still you will wake up one day an old woman and wonder where your life went. You are doing just fine. You have taken so many steps since you first posted. You should give yourself a pat on the back. Walk tall, walk straight and look the world right in the eye! And keep telling yourself that you deserve to be happy - we all do.

And remember, a happy mother makes for a happy child. So don't go packing your bags for any guilt trips about taking care of your own needs. :cool:

Kayte--I've got a GREAT way to lose an extra 200 lbs or so: Get rid of your husband.

What he is doing is a form of abuse. It WILL just get worse. Once you lose the weight, the accusations will change to "you're flirting with other guys--are you SLEEPING with them?"

He just wants to control you.

I think it's GREAT that you've joined weight watchers, and that you're losing weight! Hooray! It's wonderful that you're doing this good thing for YOU!

As to not making it on your own--that's what alimony is for, sweetheart. And if you've stayed home, and out of the workforce, to raise your kid, you'll probably get it. Use the money to go to school!

I know this is a hard step--but get out. Take your kid, and go to your family, and explain what's been going on. Go to a women's shelter. Just pack your things and go. If you're smart, you'll take half the bank account with you.

The only thing keeping you from being able accomplish anything you want is your husband.

Please, keep on keeping us posted!

I agree that you should talk to someone and get some counseling, and I also think that you need a break from this man mabe even permanently and try to recoup the rest of your life. Losing weight for yourself would be something to get your mind busy and be healthy for you. If you truly think he's got someone else, snopping will give you the facts, if that's what you want to do.. But you have to make yourself happy now. If your going to stay, why not cook healthy meals for everyone, smaller portions, natural foods, and if he says.. something, say, I'm making changes in our eating habits... He won't starve and it will be the first step in taking your life back. You are responsible for two things in your life, your kids and yourself , take charge again and make this New Year count for you!

Take some time to yourself. Even if it can only be a weekend, or a few days. Get away, in nature if possible. Allow yourself to truly be heard. By you. Get the clarity you need to move through this situation by knowing what your needs are and by knowing who you are and what you are here for. Sometime life gives us lessons that aren't meant to last our whole lives. Part of the lesson may be to stand firm in what you know is serving for you at this time. Only you can decide what that is.

Your husband is a horrible man; what happened to "til death do us part?".
He should know that all women do gain weight over time, especially after having children; he might be having an affair, and maybe his mistress is going to gain weight too, what will he do then?
Don't obsess about your weight, this will only make matters worse, I know it is not easy to break-up when there are children involved, but do you really want to spend the rest of your life obsessing about your weight just to please that b@$t@€d? What will your child think of his/her father ?
I think you should consider counselling if you love your husband; there must be some other problem in the relationship and maybe your hubby is using the weight thing as an excuse; I don't know him so it's very easy for me to say LEAVE HIM and get a good divorce settlement!