All guys say Im ugly and won't give me a chance
[F]I really like this guy, He was my first boyfriend. He left me. I want him back...
I thought he was my soul mate but I guess not.
I am afraid of dying all alone, with no kids or family. And I don't want that.
My dream was to marry this guy, have kids and be a photographer.
Before I was with this guy, every guy I liked say I was ugly, fat... etc
I am afraid I won't EVER date anyone else, I am really shy around guys too and I am just so afraid and just all alone:confused: