beth911, what grade are you in? You mentioned school. Do they have counselors there? I suggest going to see one. Meantime, how are your grades doing through all this? How is your mental and emotional health? Your last statement: "WHEN I SAY that I will NEVER GIVE UP on HIm, I MEAN IT"--and so many other similar comments in your original post--could cause a person who's made it clear they don't feel the same way to wonder if they should be looking into a restraining order. Please ask a counselor to help you find some balance before you topple right over that edge, okay?

Theirs one priceless thing I want. I know I can have it sooner or later if I keep trying all I can. No one wants to help though

And that is?

It's for him to stay with me FOREVER. Other people (like him) are keeping my dreams from coming true. But isn't it true that if you keep trying really hard to get something and you never give up, that eventually sooner or later, you'll get it?

Wondergirl, I also need help with my commas. I never really know where they go. I seem to think that they go everywhere. And like that. I don't know when some stuff is 1 or 2 words. Even all the way back to kindergarten, I can remember myself never paying attention and not doing my work.

J sent me another e-mail and he is VERY VERY mad that one of my friends talked to him so he said that he was going to tell the whole school stuff about me.

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But isn't it true that if you keep trying really hard to get something and you never give up, that eventually sooner or later, you'll get it?

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No, that's not true. If it were, my life would be totally different and I would be living in New Jersey.

I am more than glad to help you with commas.

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J sent me another e-mail and he is VERY VERY mad that one of my friends talked to him so he said that he was going to tell the whole school stuff about me.

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Tell J you're sorry about how you've been acting and that you are in the process of learning the right way to act toward him and toward other people.

That's all you say. Sign it with your first name, no "love" or anything else. No more emails or notes to him unless you first ask me what to say.

I just got another e-mail from J. He said he planned on joining the airforce for 2 years and then getting with me when he got out. By then, I would be 18 and more mature. He said he felt bad about me. Then he said, now that I have friends and talk about him he doesn't give a S*** anymore.

o, I just realized I'm talking about him now. What do I do?

He's obviously been checking his mail a lot lately. I'm the only one who e-mails to that address and he hasn't sent me an e-mail in like 3 months. I sent him one a few weeks ago and it took him forever to reply. Now its like he's just waiting to hear from me.

Do what I said in the post above.

Wondergirl, can you get on mesanger?

Just for a little while. I have to go to bed soon. I'm going there now.

Wondergirl I need to talk asap

I'm in the middle of baking Christmas cookies and have to pack them up. Maybe in 15 minutes.

OK sorry it took so long

Wondergirl, today my mom asked if he e-mailed me or anything and I told her the whole story. She said he'll be wanting to talk to me by the end of the week. Then she said if he's getting mad at me for stuff like that, he needs to grow up and maybe the airforce would do him some good for that.

I agree about his needing to growing up. You need to do the same thing. Like I told you, these two years might be what helps both of you.

I am afraid that during that time he will realize that he doesn't need me and is much better off without me and he will find someone else.

OR he might realize what a blessing you are in his life.

AND you might realize you don't need him and are much better off without him and you will find someone else.

Or you may grow up and realise you don't feel the same anymore, and have found someone else your interested in.