Thanks for the coments it makes me feel a little better about going I suppose I can only give it a go. My ex has been ringing me for the last three days I've been ignoring his calls but I feel really bad I sent him a text to see what he wanted. He said he really needs to talk to me but not on the phone. I don't know what to do should I ask my mum if I can see him or just go see him I just feel really bad he was always there for me but I don't want mum to get all angry and start calling me names. Im confused I don't know if I really trust myself to go and see him with out anything happerning I do love him still and if he needs me then I want to be there but I don't know if it will just make things worse.