This is really just to the people that's helped me on this site.
I'd just like to say thank you to all the people that commented on my problems and helped me out. You've really turned my life around and I'm thankful for that, I don't even want to know what I'd be like now if I never took any advise.
My life is really starting to open up, I'm moving to my new school soon and I've made a lot of friends, I made friends with the old ones too and become a lot closer to them. Some don't forgive me but I do understand why they're like that, I've told them that whenever the next see me I bet I'm still not with him. My cousin has really been there for me too, she's been asking me to come out with her for a cuppa after work and go in town with her :).
For his life, he's moved on. He's had two girlfriends in 3 weeks, so I say goodluck to him and his future. I have had no contact with 'him' since the split up, he tried to get in contact with me in a sneeky way but I just told him to do1 basically. I'd never go back to the way I was, it was horrible and I wouldn't ever wish anybody that pain.
The lad I was with after I finished 'him' I finished him last week. I've never been single for over a month since I've been a teenager, I don't even feel like a teenager so this is my time to start fresh, be single and have a laugh with friends. I don't want commitment I'm only 14 years old, oh and that's another thank you to you'se who said don't have baby at my age, I'm glad I never because he's out of my life and I have no 'baby' or thing to remind me of him. He's no excuse to turn around to me and say we have to speak.
Anyway thank you for all your support and advise, I'm a lot happyer person.
Thank you so much xxx
