Well I feel heaps better now I found some pot I had stashed in my room ages ago I know its probably wasn't a good idea but I feel a bit better I don't feel so stressed think I might sleep

For now your going to have to deal with withdrawal,you have a computer and there's always someone here to offer support or answer a question.

I think getting sleep is a very good idea right now. Get some sleep, when you wake up you can listen to music, read a book, or write in your journal. Wait it out for your mother to take in the information you gave her, it's definitely not an easy thing for a mother to hear. And like red said, you're going to have to deal with withdrawal. We're always here.

I had the most strangest dream it felt so real.I hope mum will let me out today I want to go to school get out of here. I really need to go see my friend ii feel so crappy sitting in here. Mum came in last night to give me dinner I tried to get out but she wouldn't let me. I hate her she won't tell what's going on I'm sickof trying to find things to do its frustrating. Im stuck in my bedroom I can't take it lucky I have my own bathroom otherwise she probably wouldn't frigging let me out to go toilet.Maybe if I just stay really quiet she might let me out worst thing ever talking to my mum I just feel worser

Question: When she brought you dinner did she have anything to say to you?

I gather you're really emotional right now as well as she, because you mentioned that you have "nothing left in your room to smash". Perhaps, while she is letting out her own emotions, she is also giving you space to be emotional?

You may not realize it because right now you're being disciplined, but you are VERY lucky to have a mother that cares this much. She's making sure you stay put and that you're fed, and I am very sure that she will soon talk to you about what's next.

You felt like your life was spinning out of control and you wanted help. Trust me-your mother preventing you from leaving the house IS THE BEST help you could get. I hope you stay honest with her and open to whatever her next plan of action is, because you still have the chance to claim your life back and gain freedom from the drugs.

I'm still very proud of you for talking to your mom. It was not a mistake at all and I know you will understand that once you get healthy again.

When she brought me dinner she just said that she loved me and everything would be all right, I really didn't want to listen to her I hate her I just want her to let me out she has no idea what sitting in here is doing to me right now I really need to go out of here if she would just let me go I would be all right. I don't see how locking me in my room is helping me howo does that help? She should just let me out and worry about dad not me.I don't know what to do I feel so bloddy depressed right now I'm going mental being here I should have just done this myself in my own time