Continue your medicine and counseling.

You are trying so hard to rush a process that cannot be rushed. You better stop focusing on what YOU want to happen, and instead focus on what you are told to do to get through this. For once do as you have been instructed to do and stop that impulsive doing what YOU want to do because obviously you are not ready for that yet.

Take your meds and chill to give them time to work. Do as you are told and stop going off track!!

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Originally Posted by talaniman

You are trying so hard to rush a process that cannot be rushed. You better stop focusing on what YOU want to happen, and instead focus on what you are told to do to get through this. For once do as you have been instructed to do and stop that impulsive doing what YOU want to do because obviously you are not ready for that yet.

Take your meds and chill to give them time to work. Do as you are told and stop going off track!!

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I am taking my pills and doing counselling and I am doing what I'm told just wanted to have my friends to talk to again so I could at least feel a bit normal again. Didn't think I was going off track don't even know what track I'm suppose to be on. All I'm being told to do is take my pills do counselling so I don't see how I'm not doing as I'm told. But your right I'm so totally not ready to talk to friends and I did so much want to,feel a little insane having no one to talk to

The thing to do is TALK to your mom, and counselors about your ideas, and wants FIRST before you act on any ideas, or plans.