Maybe an AA meeting would be good - they are free, they meet just about every night of the week and some days, and you don't have to be 18. The other people will give you plenty of excellent advice and help. You can open up completely (even about sex), and should, because everything you do and say and even your attendance there is not revealed to anyone, even your parents.

So go

I believe in love. At the right time meet the right people. As you are 16 years old, this is not true love I think.

The sad part about people who drink and it causes problems is we never listen to others who tell us we have a problem so we keep doing it trying to get it right until we fall flat on our faces and WANT help.

Then no one has to tell us we have a problem with drinking. You are not there yet, so you probably have more problems ahead in your young life. Big problems. Where are your parents?

This relationship is going down a very dangerous path. And yes, it probably is just the sex that makes you have feelings for him. Being friends with benefits does not have benefits.