Your threads are all over the place.
It appears you do have guys that look at you just not the one you want looking at you.
Boys that age are pretty strange to begin with. Be yourself, don't try and change who you are to attract a boy who you will probably not like a month from now.
You are young and have plenty of time to discover who you are and for boys to discover who you are.
This boy that continues to hurt your feelings is not worth it. Don't let him be what you measure yourself by.
Have fun, talk to a lot of boys. Find out what kind of boys you enjoy being around. Do blow this short time of your life with dating worries.