I know the feeling, I used to get so angry when I saw couples holding hands. It wasn't until college I actually kissed a boy lol.

I was afraid to kiss my boyfriend. It wasn't until the last minute that I finnaly did. Idk if it was a very nice one though. It was kind of gross. Its really not that much of an important thing. Don't worry you will get your chance soon enough, and it might not be as speacial as you may think.

When I think about it I really want 2 kiss a guy, but I'm also kind of scared 2. I'm afraid that I will be a bad kisser.