Originally Posted by Meatbag
Ok well this is kinda a long story, I'm so confused as to what is going on with this girl so if anybody could help me and try to clarify what is going on, that would be a big help.:)
Ok so there is a girl I....well I feel like saying love....like isnt strong enough of a word to express how I feel about her. I met her in January of this year in class, she was a VERY shy girl, she maybe spoke 4 sentences the entire month. but I had this strange attraction to her, not for the wrong reasons just because she was her. Whenever we would pass each other in the hall or where-ever she would get a big grin on her face, January passed and Febuarary came and she was still realy very shy but she started opening up, we startd talking more and by march she started flirting with me a little, and opening up more, by April whenever we would pass each other in the hall her she would now blush and get a big grin on her face she became comfortable talking around me about her home life, so much so when the school year ended we decided to keep in touch and we exchanged e-mail addresses, a couple days into summer I couldnt take it anymore and I told her I liked her...she was suprised because no-one had ever told her that before...so we scheduled a date,with she postponed, then I did...then I realy told her exactly what I thought of her and she got a little scared because she was scared to hurt me and was afraid to accept me into her life for fear that I would change on her,we decided to take dating off the table for a little while and just get to know eachother a little deeper, she had some pictures of herself she wanted to send me, but she thought she was flawed and didnt trust me entirely with them, I told her she was perfect the way she was and I'd win her trust somehow, later that night she sent me the picture but she said she didnt know why she did. She asked me when I started and why I started liking her...I held back a bit on my answer cause I still wasnt sure if she liked me, then I asked her if she maybe liked me, and she said yes, A while later we began talking about her shyness, she is aparently realy shy around me but still comfortable, and one night when we were chatting online she told me a realy personal story, one which her best friends only know half of and one which I promised I wouldnt tell....(and I still wont tell it here because I refuse to betray what trust she has in me)...but needless to say. I'm the only one outside of her family who knows the whole story. She told me she thinks I'm sweet and a cute guy, but she is still realy confused. I'm realy confused mostly because she is realy confused, some please help me and tell me what is happening! I feel like I'm loseing my mind! Thank you
